A New Life

My life has been "changed" many times.

Things happen that open your eyes and alter your way of thinking. These things affect your heart. Of course my life was changed when I met Kyle. It was further changed when he became my husband. I didn't think I could be any happier. I had my prince charming and our lives were bound together in the eyes of God. Our lives were also bound together by the person I had growing in my womb. A combination of God's divine plan and our love for one another. We created a life out of our passion. The anticipation was great and finally here comes this wonderful change. His arrival instantly transformed me. Seeing his angelic face for the first time, hearing his helpless cry. That person I used to be was no longer there. It was like she was killed by this new person I became. I was reborn with the birth of my son. Finally I knew the meaning of absolute unconditional love. I could tell the first time that I saw Gabriel and the first time I held him in my arms that there was nothing he would ever do to change the way I felt about him. Life seemed so clear to me now. I finally had fulfillment that I didn't even know I was missing. It's rewarding to talk to someone who doesn't talk back. The greatest satisfaction is the sweetest smile. Some people might think it's strange. Maybe parenthood isn't for everyone but i don't think there is a better feeling on earth.