a little bud light, adrenaline and missing some old friends

well I have my third tattoo. I've almost caught up with my brother, who has four tats now. I love it but when I'm 80 it's going to look really bad b/c my arm is going to be wrinkled and sagging. Oh well...cest la vie. And life is too short for regrets. :) I'm missing some people that used to be a major part of my life. Brynn for one. Our relationship is on the mend but I don't think she would consider me her "best friend" the way she did before all the bullshit I allowed. In all honesty I do regret quite a few things in my life but those mistakes made me who I am today. And all in all I believe I'm a pretty decent person. I definitely believe in karma so you gotta put good out into the world to get it back. I'm also missing Heather. She's only a couple hours away but I hardly ever get to see her. Mabye we can meet up on Christmas Eve. She is possible coming through this good ole town on her way to visit parents...or coming back from. One or the other. :) I've had a few beers tonight just b/c I was in the mood. I have to really be feeling it otherwise I just get sick. yuck. Ok now I'm tired...It's one eleven am. Make a wish, I guess.